I am writing this to express how I am feeling. I am feeling blah, but I hope by writing this, will help change my thoughts, to be more positive about the future. I am concerned about what the future holds. So why am I concerned, well I was off the last week, due to Covid, and Thanksgiving, and I wasn’t having the month I wanted. Of course, now I am second guessing myself, on whether should I have worked, or figured out a way to. I know I can’t change the past, and I don’t like this feeling of 2nd guessing. What can one do, or I to help with analyzing past decisions?
One thing is their not one right decision. At the time I was not 100%. Also, I had already planned to take 3 days off already cause of the holiday. When going back, I feel I made the right decision at that time.
Second I need to remember, that I have people who care and want me to succeed. I have been in similar situations and have gotten threw them. I should take this as a lesson to be learned.
Also, I should review what I was able to accomplish with my time off. I was able to write 3 blog post, a podcast and a few reels got better and spent time with my daughter. I believe that if you remember what you accomplished because of that decision, it will put one’s mind, in a better state. I know it did for me. Even writing this now, has helped with my anxiety about the future and past.
I hope this helps whoever reads it. If it did please share it. I hope you have a great day.